Why do people think I'm some sort of angel ( Read more... )

This came about as a sort of collaboration between Dear Heart and myself, through an IM session.

I told him of having felt him with me the other night as I called out to him. He felt me call him... and reached out to me in return. It felt... like my heart had burst out of my chest seeking him... and he held it close, keeping it safe.

This love is ( Read more... )

I don't know how it happens... but some nights, when Chris and I are online, I can feel his love wrap around my heart. It was VERY strong last night.

It comes and goes, as if there were a faulty connection. Maybe distance has to do with it. It makes me wonder what it could be like if we were actually together.

I'm not in love with him; being in ( Read more... )

To know you have a Shadow Self is a bit schizophrenic, to say the least ( Read more... )

Chris loves me. Aaron has feelings for me, too.

If I could, I would choose Chris.

But I can't.

I can't travel to meet him, nor can he come to me. It's a pain unlike any other, to know someone loves you this way, sight unseen, and not be able to meet and know. Then again, I already know, I've been with him in the Dreamtime. My Shadow Self (more ( Read more... )

There is a place outside normal consciousness, not quite dreaming, where souls touch and natural laws are suspended. The Australian Aborigines call it the Dreamtime, when the world was new and spirits walked openly. Nowadays it can be experienced throught the state known as lucid dreaming ( Read more... )